Throwback outfit.

I am not sure if you know the store Brandy Melville, if you do not I really hope you check it out they also have an online store. This outfit is ever so simple but is so simple and perfect for Spring Summer and Autumn! The high waisted loose skirt, I bought in a maroon color because it fits to everything and is in. It give you a really innocent look. Then the normal black tights. I decided to wear my new high top converse, they are genius, a successful purchase. To match with the shoes I thought a white tanktoop would due, and a cute Abercrombie jeans jacket. Too keep cold away I wore my olive green PJ's parka. It works for anything and isn't too underdressed or overdressed. This skirt had been used a lot this spring. I hope you like this, and I will be posting more out fits

Exercise ;)

Guess what forget what I posted before ! Haha so I had a random moment of inspiration and thought it was time for me to go for a run?! Anyone who knows me, know I don't do sport. I can't because I am to lazy and unfit. I tried to go for a decent run but to be honest I am positive I walked more than half of it due to my unfit body. I need to change that. I realized that I can not be this un fit at such a young age and I promised my self my endurance and cardio will improve. I will post some work out plans and suggest motivational blogs, good diets, and workout plans. I am so proud of myself!

Me and my sissy :)

Going to bed early. This little lady bug won`t move though so I am lying in the corner meh.

My Boyfriends

Sometimes being single is literally heaven. You are free and you don't really have to worry about anything. But then there are these crushes that can turn into more than just crushes which can really tear you up because the person doesn't like you back. After a while being single is not fun. I want a boy friend !!! Or cara Delevingne ;)

By the way these are only my white boys hihi

Goals for this summer

Even though I will mostly be going out this Summer it is really important for me to get fit again. I have already told you guys that my motivation is terrible but that will all change... hopefully. This summer I will go jogging or do some cardio workouts everyday to get my body in shape! 
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New Phone Babbyyyy

I will be getting a new phone soon because someone stole my Iphone :(( I don't know what phone I should get. I doubt my parents will get me an I phone 5 so I have been thinking about some other options but I really need help choosing! I need one so it's easier to upload pictures of my daily outfits :*

Munich Baby!!

Spray Painting!

So I decided to get a little creative. I spray painted the bottom of my Vans to make them even more crazy! Check it out :) 

I want summer holiday already! Only 2 weeks to go!! I miss this so much I wish I was back at the beach tanning with my best friends having the best time :/

Crazy Eyes

I tend to do this weird thing with my eyes like Cara Delevingne hehehe, my loves <3

Cutest Baby Or What??

I promised the pictures would be up by Monday... I lied haha 

but omg look at this.

Vintage!

As you know I have been starting to watch The Fresh Prince of Bel-air, Hilary has some amazing outfits which of course are very 90's but I love her fashion. If any of you guys know any good vintage fashion stores... please do not hesitate to comment one below ! xx Have a wonderful night

StuDYING

Since my last years acadmeic progress didn't go so well I convinced myself that this year I would actually try but it seems that went to hell. Now I have exams in 2 weeks and I seriously need to study. I tell myself I should be working but I am the queen of procrastinating and I have no motivation what so ever when it comes to school work... Science should go die in a hole...

Shopping

Since the summer has finally arrived I think it's about time to go on a shopping spree! I am not quite sure what I am looking for yet, if you know a must have let me know. On monday I will be posting some pictures of some extremely cute stuff I have bought online from: H&M, Gina Tricot, Bershka, Nasty Gal and more :D Whilst I am talking about clothes I thought I'd share a really good blog, where you can be inspired on what to wear. whatidwear.tumblr.com

Check it out !

Beauty Tips

Since I have lost my laptop with all my fashion pictures and linky to the best beauty products I can't go into detail! :( But I promise once I have my laptop I will get back to this as soon as possible this is just a small message for skin problems. I suffer of terrible skin, I don't have the worst acne but it comes at times. The best tip is drink water and you think it wouldn't help but it does I suggest about 1-2 litres per day ! Don't use any oily moisturizer. I recommend the oil free moisturizer from Neutrogena! It is important to use a good face wash which is mellow so it doesn't irritate your skin such as any face washed from Nivea or Neutrogena! You might feel like you want to try out a toner and too strong ones will not help, the one I found most helpful would be a toner from Lush which is extremely mellow, and is suitable for sensitive skin... Face masks that clean your face can be very helpful, don't underestimate them! Keep your skin clean ! and never sleep with your make up on always wash it off, and I will put up a tutorial on how to put on your make up in the right way withought letting it enter your pores! Hope this helped some of you xx

Let's go for a run! ...

When I was younger like I just wouldn't gain weight and this also means just last year haha. But now I have realised that its starting to get to me. My ass has gotten bigger and my thighs tremendously. And well I am still skinny. But I want my old body back! Is it only me who just doesn't find the slightest motivation to work out even though you want to and you know that you need to...? I feel so lazy ! If any one has any good motivating tips let me know. I try to convinve myself at times.. when you get home go for a run, but instead I end up eating a whole bag of chips and lying in bed watchin a movie.... HELP.

The fre$h prince of bel-air

Have any of you realized the ridiculously dope clothes Will Smith wears in The Fresh Prince of Bel-air?! I want it... I never even really thought Will Smith was hot, but after watching this show it's really hard not to be attracted my him... omg *_*

Not interested.

When a person likes you, you can not be bitchy towards them otherwise you will simply feel guilty. But how hard is it to notice when someone isn't interested in what you're saying. Take the hint and get over it. It sucks but sometimes you just have to realize that, that person is not into you. If you keep on bothering them that mutual respect will just turn into that person not liking you at all.

Summer is here

Summer is here !! Finally. It seems as if in Bavaria we have skipped from winter right to summer, and there was no Spring season, the cold is over and the raining has stopped. It's about time considering its frikking June... 

I want you... NOT.

Maybe the fact that I am still an immature teenager may be the reason for this, I still need to blog about it. Always when I think Im head over heels in lvoe with someone and fantasise about our relationship all the time. As soon as they start to take interest in me or notice me when I think about them again it just totally turns me off. I know im not the only one who this happens too, it's literally like every time I get something suddenly I resist it. What is wrong with me.

Sex...

Time to get dirty. Now now now... We all would never admit the fact that we have our secret sexual fantasies. It frankly doesn't even matter how old you are they come at a surprisingly young ages and well i dont know about when your older. It's not bad to masturbate or to try to experiment with your body at all I mean sometimes you just have to... Or? But then again sometimes when I think about this whole sex thing it can utterly disgust me... odd. I find myself often thinking dirty thought about my crushes and lately I have changed my whole opinion about sex. I used to think I'd loose my virginity when Im much older but, I guess not, I think about it a lot. Is that  a bad thing?  YIKES. 

Awkward.

This sounds so sad. But really the whole reason I started up a blog again was because I started watching Awkward. The way she lets out her personal feeligns for no one else to find is sort of inspiring and I thought it might do me some good. That was really random what I meant to say is, if someone you like and you think this certain person likes you back, but really you have no clue and sadly it could just be all in your head. But then again this guy is alot older and frankly I dont know what he would want from me unless he had something for me, but I can't talk to him or ask him about it since If i would it would be so awkard especially considering he is one of my brother's best friends. Sad love life haha

Aggresions

Now don't get me wrong I care for people and I sure as hell am not some maniac...... I hope. I am happy this blog is anonymous so I don't get judged but I felt it was obligatory to write about it. Sometimes I walk into places and I feel these weird cravings to literally slaughter people. I have had temper problems my whole life which anyone who I know can confirm. People think that sometimes I'll just be joking about my disturbing thoughts but most of the time I am not. Sometimes I think I will end up in jail for hurting someone. But then again hurting animals is something completely different when it comes to animal life I can not stand hurting them, unless of course they are insects or snakes and shit. Am I the only one who is so violent and aggresive?

Everybody Lies

Everybody lies. We all know it too, when you are listening to someone telling a ridiculous story you automatically sense that they are lying but you dont necessarily say to them that they're lying  because you'd be embarrasing them or you possibly do it yourself. I won't try to hide it but everyone I know makes thingy up or says things about other people in order to make themselves look good. Allthough it is really despicable we can't help it. But I have those moments where I wish i hadn't lied about stuff in order to see with who I'd still be friends with.

Remember when rappers could rap

My opinion on rap now a days. In my opinion I honestly have no clue how pretty much the whole of YMCMB has become so famous. Im sure that all of the members are really cool and all but take a moment and listen to what they're saying I mean all they ever rap about is, fucking bitches and getting money. I mean at some point you have to understand that if you were them you'd be pretty cocky yourself, but most of the people out there can't relate with them at all. It just shows that for example lil wayne has nothing else on his mind and can not rap about anything else. I don't want to be a hater. But I just wish that rap would be more meaningful like it was before where the lyrics were thought about and not just inspired by money and all the girls they get... But hey not all rap out there is terrible. If you don't know J Dilla, Joey badass, Asap rocky, or mos def check them out and ofcourse the legendary biggie smalls and tupac.

Tumblr

 Check out my tumblr! It isn't strictly fashion, or photography. I'd like to think it's a mixture of everything, it shows natural beauty, creative photography, fashion, celebrities, and other fun stuff ! Feel free to follow me ;)  All though I don't often repost sexual or nude pictures I started to repost a bit more since yahoo has decided to strictly enforce the rule of no sexual or self harmed pictures. I think the idea is nice but what would tumblr be without sex pictures ;) repost now whilst you still can -.- 

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Boys

I don't think any one necessarily admits this at all but finding a guy who actually notices you and you wanting to notice them back is one hell of a challenge. Of course there is one or two people who fancy you, but then the question is would you even consider liking them back and usually that answer is hell no. And to be honest usually the people liking you are out of your league. This tends to lower my self confidence because I'd like to think that I deserve better than them. I just tend to think about celebrities and stalking them endlessly acting as if we're meant to be instead of actually going out in the real world, because I feel finding that one guy is hopeless. And if you might see a slight chance with someone obviously you were mistaking. Where I live it might just be me... but in Munich the chance of finding a decent guy is unlikely because in my opinion most of the guys are either complete ego maniacs, or endless douches who talk think and dress the same so yay for me. I know I am not the only one who thinks this. And it tends to get worse when you watch all these stupid romances because you will always be expecting that one perfect guy but I think you just have to realize that is not going to happen. Boys also tend to be extremely shy and you'D think that they would take responsibility and take action but in the end the fire between you has ended or you will have to be the one literally acting like a fool to get them to notice you. This whole thing with boys is extremely depressing so I think I will just go back to fantasizing about Cara ;) and Johnny Depp. 

Siblings

The whole concept of Siblings is rather odd. Even though I consider myself as a strong person and generally don't give a fuck what people say about me, when it comes to my siblings what they say just can really get to you. I don't know about you but I know that there are many people out there who can relate to what Im saying. My friends and others tell i act so "bitchy" to scare people away from me in order to not get close with anyone. This might be true... I honestly don't know. I don't like opening up to people and this has its advantages and disadvantages sometimes I feel like a complete outcast when it comes to being with my family. It can be tough at times but it could be worse. I always find myself saying that me and my family have never had a strong connection and I don't feel comfortable around them but when it comes to fighting with my siblings, if they say something offending it can take a split second and Im in tears and it really is odd if you think about it.

Cara

No, I am not some freakishly obsessed fan. But I think Cara Delevingne and I are meant to be. Im not lesbian or bisexual and I have nothing against people who are... obviously. I've known who she was for quite a while but lately I just can not stop thinking about wanting to meet her, and I don't mean to sound that she is my hero or something cheesy like that, but she just seems so perfect, and by the look of all her posts which obviously isn't the full story about her. Still me and her would get along just fineee if you know what I mean. For her I would turn lesbian anytime any day. I love her, and rita needs to be replaced by me ;) t