Depression

Sorry for all the short messages. Just pictures will come later once I have a phone.

I wanted to take a moment to talk about depression. It's crazy how it hits you. I used to be one of the most gleeful people ever, no matter what was happening I would always Laugh. Then BAM after friends betraying, feeling rejection, people leaving, it hit me. What is life? I don't necessarily want to be here? Why am I here this isn't what I want to be doing? I had stopped eating, I bite my pillow in order to stop screaming. It is a feeling that hurts so fucking much and you can't tell anyone not your parents not your friends because you don't feel close or comfortable. You feel super alone and you can't expect anyone to understand. I hate feeling like this at moments. And to anyone who has been going through it, seriously message me. I want your opinion. Because I know it sucks.